My First Smoke!

A night never to forget,

Full of forgotten regrets,

When my mind could not find peace,

Neither was my body at ease,
The rain was falling down through the dark air,
Bringing back memories full of darkness and despair,
All I wanted was someone who did care,
A stranger crossed me, humming a lullaby that made me weak,

His face hidden with smoke, Lighted with fire and maybe some hope
He handed me his life, and told me to take it in

At first I stumbled, but then the pleasure started to creep in
a night of darkness turned into a beautiful dream,
I smiled, I laughed, I screamed…

Yes, the pain was healing,

The pain that had broken me apart!
My first smoke, ooh how well I remember

It’s been a magical year, never did I see a falling tear,
People ask me, Do u think what you are doing is clever?

And my reply to them is-“I don’t know about that, but no one lives forever”